
I really hate you. really.
because of you, I find it hard to trust any one else
because of you, I'm starting to become socially withdrawn
because of you, I am cold to everyone around me
because of you, I am still shedding tears every single night.
because of you, I've learn to not love someone so much
because of you, I've learn not to let my world revolve around someone
because of you, I've learn to hate myself

heartache pills.
I am back. lol. seriously need a place to write my feelings down.
English was crap, totally screwed up situational writing. gah whatever. I'm confident of scoring Chinese though. was actually going to study physics when 'it' happened. mood got totally screwed up so went to park, saw victor, he accompany, we walk in rain lol, so cold. went to safra to walk around, then went his house. and Weizheng suddenly ask me to watch royal wedding. gah, hate romance. stayed at his house till 9.30 before going home.
even you want me to back off now. all I know is, you just want me to move on, so.